Who am I?

Such a difficult way to begin a blog nobody reads. Who am I? I wish I knew. I am over 40, married and if I die tomorrow I will have left nothing except for the memory of who I was with my family which will soon be forgotten. So what do I want? I again wish I could give an answer. 

My skills:

I can speak Japanese

I can write

I can speak English

I can read 

I can work hard

I am a good learner

My bad points

I am lazy

I tend to not finish what I start

I am weak

I hate confrontation

So what can I do to become famous?

I wish I knew.